Have I lost my writing drive?

Hi Guys,

It seems like I haven't written a blog piece in, like, forever! I have been 100% totally out of the loop with it and shamefully haven't written a post this year!!

Now, I have always loved writing and am beyond passionate about it and never feel more relaxed than when i'm typing away at my laptop sharing my thoughts, feelings and everything else on this little blog!

However, since Christmas the drive that I once had for wanting to write has been seriously lacking. I have been totally out of routine and have unfortunately been struggling to find a quiet moment to myself and do what I love and write.

It's not even like I don't have the time to do it, I do, I have plenty. It's just a case of finding my writing drive. During 2015 I have been struggling an awful lot with depression because of and as well as my anxiety. I just got so fed up of having anxiety and not having my freedom/independence that it just kind of spiraled into an abyss of sadness and downers.

But, fear not friends. I am back. I have recently changed my medication and things are picking up very slowly but incredible surely! I no longer see a lack of light at te end of the tunnel instead I see a massive set of stars filled with opportunity, optimism and hope.

Like any recovery whether it be a broken leg, appendicitis or, in my case, mental health issues I am under no illusion that it is a very long road until i'm feeling completely myself again, however that goal is feeling way more achievable than ever before.

So, that's it! From now on i'm hoping to write a LOT more regularly on this little site than I have been. Okay, so I might have an off week and not write anything so i'm not going to give myself a definite schedule to stick by, simply more like when i'm feeling inspired or up to it!

Here's hoping you'll be hearing from me very soon!!

Holly
xxxx